Today I had a free evening with no chores or plans, and I was really lost because I couldn’t decide what to do. In the end, I spent this time browsing the internet and looking for inspiration. Quite stupid!
I’m obsessed of light and shadows. Today is the first day of summer #dailyphoto
For two years they sat collecting dust on my table. Today I had to throw them away, but experience and lessons are still mine
I just want to unload this from my head
I’ve finished a sketchbook for the first time in my life (I’ve started about a dozen of them)! Something was different this time
I almost didn’t start skateboarding because it seemed like a bad investment of time. Several years later, that wasted time is the best thing I’ve done.
In this #collage I tried to use rigid structure as a base for chaos
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Tried to introduce more colors in my #collage
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For a long time — for most of my life — I believed that my inner state should match objective reality. First, it seemed more honest. Second, I thought it would make me more effective, since I’d be aligned with how things actually are.
But given the last few years, when objective reality has been pretty bleak, I’ve come to understand that you can’t mirror objective reality if you want to get anything done. You have to make sure your inner state is as resourceful as possible — not as accurate a reflection of objective reality as possible. You have to do everything you can to keep yourself in the best shape you can. And if things outside are a mess, the inside doesn’t have to be one too.
It’s dumb, but I only just realized that doing what you feel obligated to do and doing what’s important - what actually moves you forward - are completely different things. And it’s hard, because when you don’t do what you feel obligated to do, you feel bad.
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