: Recently I stumbled upon so much content about how 40+ women must not be ashamed of finding new …
: I was testing how a white pen and #watercolor markers work with #acrylic paint. Not very well, …
: My favorite page these days is indieblog.page/. I spend about 20 minutes every evening browsing …
: These two pages are half-baked, I wanted to explore a couple of ideas but didn’t spend more than one …
: I really love it when nature reclaims spaces #abandoned by humans #dailyphoto
: I never loved colored pencils, not even in my childhood, didn’t like the very texture of them. But …
: Just can’t stop capturing #summer things. There should also be sound: a bumblebee, a lawn mower, a …
: My only friend through teenage nights It’s old and broken and dusty and dirty now. My father brought me this thing from his only business …
: Yesterday we took a day trip to a neighbouring town just to feel the summer, like a lazy summer …
: I’m tired of skipping life under the pretext that life is short: disordered.me/threads/c…
: Quick and unplanned, but I’m really happy with this #collage
: Spent three morning sessions doodling that. Nothing meaningful or intentional, just a vague idea and …
: Had a short skateboard session after work, practicing my ollies. A roller-skater guy (maybe 25) …
: Today I had a free evening with no chores or plans, and I was really lost because I couldn’t decide …
: I’m obsessed of light and shadows. Today is the first day of summer #dailyphoto
: For two years they sat collecting dust on my table. Today I had to throw them away, but experience …
: I just want to unload this from my head disordered.me/blog/mid-…
: I’ve finished a sketchbook for the first time in my life (I’ve started about a dozen of them)! …
: I almost didn’t start skateboarding because it seemed like a bad investment of time. Several years …
: In this #collage I tried to use rigid structure as a base for chaos
: Tried to introduce more colors in my #collage
: For a long time — for most of my life — I believed that my inner state should match objective …
: It’s dumb, but I only just realized that doing what you feel obligated to do and doing what’s …
: Skateboarding gives me structure, focus, confidence, and the feeling of being seventeen again, none …
: Today feels like spring #dailyphoto
: Impressions of yesterday. #collage
: I’ve started new thoughts thread about what skateboarding means to me. Not how to ollie. Not how to …
: I try to capture everyday moments as an exercise in managing my attention
: For long-term results, you need to do not what’s most effective, but what you can do every day.
: I finished listening to Philip Zimbardo’s book The Lucifer Effect. It’s an unpleasant, rather boring …
: I failed at writing large, polished articles. So I decided to try writing thought threads, sharing …
: Since New Year I’ve been going to the gym. I thought it would be boring, but I run there happily. No …
: Finished the first part of my new project. It’s nothing fancy yet, just a clock, but I have quite …
: As you can get from the previous week review, I’m in awe of the works of Adrian Hanft so I have some …
: 08-21.12.2025: Two Weeks of Overload These were intense two weeks when I took on too much, and some days were really hard for me. It’s …
: Got angry at people in the metro (in general) and thought that the interpretation of Pluribus could …
: Once again: I’m not an AI denier. I use AI every day to help me think better and to challenge my …
: A great brief history of the 20th-century Japanese toy industry in the context of politics and …
: 01-07.12.2025 The week I was tired Work stuff This week I had a meeting with our company’s advisors where we discussed what I’d …
: There’s a huge difference between “I don’t know something so I’m nothing” mindset and “I don’t know …
: 24-30.11.2025 The fish week Work-life balance and successful success Lately, I keep coming across thoughts that work/life …
: Recently I told my friend: look, my Vans are worn out almost like a real skater’s. And she said: But …
: 17-23.11.2025 The week of thinking and tv shows Work Stuff This week I had a lot of strategic work, and while in last week’s review I wrote that I …
: Oh, and I almost forgot: I drew a cactus last week!
: November 10-16, 2025: The Party Week Party For the first time in a couple of years, I met up with friends at a bar to have fun. In recent …
: Many times over several years I postponed reading how.complexsystems.fail because I thought it was a …
: November 03-09, 2025: The Birthday Week Birthday This week I turned 46. I actually feel like I’m 17, and there’s no particular desire to …
: I’m trying to get back to creating stuff with Blender
: omg, first time in who knows how many years of remote I’m going to the office for my new job. I’m …
: October 20-26, 2025: The Week I Got the Offer Making Music I’m trying to get back into making music. It’s hard for me because I have no formal …
: And another film - it took only a couple of months to shoot it, so maybe I’m back on my film …
: I had this film sitting in my camera for years. I didn’t have enough focus and inspiration to shoot …
: Last year I started listening to audiobooks while driving, mostly non-fiction. It allowed me to …
: There are places perfect for the Hipstamatic Tintype filter, but they are very sad
: I think one of the benefits of all kinds of journaling is to build trust with yourself. Gradually …
: Friday morning I was sitting under an apple tree, unemployed, looking at the world, thinking of …
: Most remote brainstorms waste time and energy. Here’s my framework for running faster, more …
: Usually I’m indifferent to #cars, but not a single person on the street could stay indifferent to …
: There are people (me, for example) for whom their work is an important part of their identity. For …
: The best non-fiction of this year so far for me is "Chaos: Making a New Science" by James Gleick. …
: Every time I update my resume, I feel like I'm translating a novel into bullet points. The numbers …
: I think in our everyday life we often miss textures. Good taste, minimalism, clean surfaces of urban …
: Yesterday I went to the cinema to see Terminator 2 (yes, again). It's funny that in 2025 when you …
: Found this during my stupid walk for my stupid mental health #foundobject
: I was fired recently, so I'm unemployed now. Although the company and I parted ways on great terms …
: Sometimes you're so afraid to do something and you keep looking for the perfect option, and end up …
: Also, I've started a Substack https://disorderedhuman.substack.com/ to publish some of my essays. …
: Written an essay about why my pet projects aren't failures just because I never ship them. Sometimes …
: The white fire #daily #mixedmedia #mastoart
: It makes everything so ominous