I was fired recently, so I'm unemployed now. Although the company and I parted ways on great terms and I'm not under pressure to find a new job immediately, I don't spend my time relaxing and recovering from the stressful past few months. I don't do the things I never have time for, but instead stick to my usual schedule of sitting with my laptop because I'm afraid that if I change something, I'll lose structure and control and never be able to be an adult person again.
WTF?